Even after 17 days of 2010, I still feel so last year.. With everyone talking to me about my future. I feel so afraid. The fear lingers within me. I can somehow visualize myself in different situations. This is most definitely not good. The only reason I’m actually posting here is due to a promise which I made to myself of not posting at yanayanayana.blogspot.com.

Well, technically I’ll be 16 in less than 2 months. Honestly, who in the world doesn’t look forward to his or her sixteenth? Well, I was once, looking forward to it. But no to avail will I anymore. Firstly, because it feels like it’s just not me, I feel like an immature kid. And I’ve never looked in depth of my future.

I’ll be confident, I shan’t think too much. It’s just getting me so caught up with stuff.